Camp XaVen is finally over!
Sharku steady bo? STEADY!Sharku hoseh bo? HOSEH!
Sharku song bo? SONG! SONG SONG GAO JURONG!
It's been a great 6 days with my OG mates. The games we played together, the nonsense we always do and of course the late nights up for HTHTs. It never fails to amaze me how easily we can share our deepest thoughts with one another when we just got to know each other. Circle of trust guys!
Sleeping overnight at Underwater World, Sentosa.
It's been ages since I went to the Underwater World, much less expect to be spending a night there. Great new experience, made more enjoyable by the company I was with :) Surprisingly, I got quite a good and comfortable sleep there, even though we were all sleeping on the floor. First HTHT here, until the seniors came over and made us go to sleep :(
Doing a flash mob at Raffles Place, acting suspicious on the train, running through the mrt station with the staff "reminding" us no running through the PA system, shouting ORD LO! to army personnel, photo formation at Marina Square and writing "XAVEN" with our asses with the girls on our backs. These are things which I never thought I would do, but yet I still did it with people that I just got to know.
To the GLs: You guys were great! Thanks for taking good care of us!
To the OG members: Thanks for being so sporting throughout the camp! Wouldn't have been fun without you guys!
:D
So I guess it really ends tonight. To all my friends who knew what my intentions were, you would know what I mean here. So yea lets just leave it at that. It was a day to remember, at least for me. It was a day when I felt good to be me. Although the ending didn't go the way I wanted it to be, but still it's a form of closure. So if you're my friend, please don't go around asking and saying stupid things. That would be a great help.
Another nice emo song for the night.
I felt good yesterday. One of the rare times I don't feel isolated. If only I could get the confirmation as well. So now it's back to waiting?
There must be something more, do we know what we're fighting for?
Today I went back to TJC to climb. Started off with some bouldering routes and later progressed to rockwall climbing. It's been really very long since I did rockwall climbing; the last time I climbed was maybe before 'A' levels? Which is like 3 years ago?
Anyway so I started off with a bridging route, one of my favourites as it doesn't require much strength. I'm glad I chose it too, because I was really getting "pumped" from the bouldering beforehand. However, a few clips up the wall, I sort of encountered a crux whereby I really got nothing to hold. To say the truth, I was a little scared now since it was ages since I climbed. I almost wanted to give up too, but something in me stopped me from doing just that.
So I continued my climb, and it really took alot in me to do all the standard bridging moves, because the fear was still in me. Luckily I didn't fall and managed to flash it in the end :)
That's what I like about climbing; it's a constant battle between my fears, my endurance and my mentality. It allows me to discover things which I didn't know I had in me. Hopefully by now the climbing spark has re-ignited for me.
Now the challenge is for me to build up my endurance once again. I get pumped very quickly after a few boulder routes, which is no good. Intensive training ahead! Maybe I should go running for a start. It's been ages since I ran also.
And of course, THANKS RONGJUN FOR THE SWENSENS TREAT! :D
I just played a round of DotA in garena and guess what? The opposite team almost all maphacking. Haiz. I admit I did maphack last time, but that was way back. Maybe sec sch time? Or did I start playing DotA in JC? Anyway, the point is there is no point in maphacking. Winning a DotA game makes you feel shiok? If so then I give it to you. You can satisfy yourself by winning all your games, but I know deep down inside you are probably a loser and needs to get some gratification online. The best thing is, they turn around and accuse us of maphacking, something my friends and I would never do, cause it's so
yesterday. Seriously, they need to get a life. I hope they find one.
When I get older, I will be stronger, They'll call me freedom, Just like a Waving Flag, And then it goes back, And then it goes back, And then it goes back.
I went prawning yesterday. It's been so long since I prawn-ed. Best thing is there's world cup broadcast there! :D Watched how Germany thrashed England. Nice counterattacks by Germany. Hope they can carry on in this form all the way and win the world cup! Can cover some losses =X
Watched Toy Story 3 yesterday too. It's a good show go watch it! There's so many movies I want to watch [ but nobody to watch with :( ].
On a side note, it's 3 more working days before a 2 months break woohoo! Hope they don't give me any work today *crosses fingers*
Walls are built for a reason. I'm building one to protect myself.
